Phew! I have to say that after all the anguish and heartache that I have had to experience these past two weeks, I am thankful for "friends" that know exactly what I need. They boldly walked in and spoke the words I needed to hear! "Slow down. Stop! Rest!"
I think this is the perfect time for this to happen! Before I didn't think so, but now I can tell you this is part of my "healing process." I begged God to heal me for so long and now I am noticing so many miraculous changes that I can hardly believe it. I am thrilled to pieces that everything is falling right into place. I have a part to play in all this and I must OBEY for this to work!
I see now that what I had to let go of was the "major drive" and the "stress," and the "anxiety" of my work. The pressure I was putting myself under was downright stupid! I was pushing way to hard. Now, I feel like I am able to breathe. There is a lightness to the day, a natural flow. I no longer keep a "Hitler List" of what needs to be done that day. I do what comes to mind. I spend more playtime with Hannah! I walk the dog, sit and enjoy the sunshine, smell the flowers, and I am floating around the house straightening and de-cluttering as I go. It's exhilerating! After this time passes, I hope to have a clean, functioning home and a relaxed and healed body that I can live the rest of my life with!
I think that's a pretty great thing!
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