The Dance of Life

"Learn to let God lead in the dance of life!"

That's where I left off! I was travelling 90 mph and hit a brick wall! KaBoom! I knew my friend was right. It was the only logical thing to do right now. Slow down and put the illustration on the shelf. That brought tears to my eyes. I had worked so hard. I loved it. I deserved it! I wanted this for myself more than anything else in my life. Yes - more than getting married and having children. If God had not stepped in before, Jeremy would either be lonely, or married to someone else and Hannah would definately not be here.

I thought back in time for a while. When I wanted a husband, God said not yet! When I wanted a career, God gave me a husband. When I wanted a child, I still had to wait. Then two years later, Hannah graced us with her presence. Through all of this, God has been faithful in giving me what I need at the absolutely perfect time - His time! I can not understand this timing, but I have eternal faith in one more powerful than I can ever imagine. He knows my every desire even before I know it. I can only pray that God will use me and the talents given to me in a truly amazing way!

I mentioned in a previous post that I have trouble dancing. I will probably never enjoy "earthly" dancing, but dancing with God will definately be easier and more enjoyable if I can relax and let Him lead.